Some people try to be really cruel to me. I live my life thinking everything is okay. I try to be happy, try to do good in my life, and I try not to hurt anybody. I am not bad to anybody. Being happy is not easy, sometimes I fight a serious battle deep inside and then I pretend to be a strong person. Sometimes I feel weak. Somebody is trying to attack my weakness.
What happened recently was a cowardly attempt to hurt me. Somebody created a fake facebook account under wrong name and tried to spread very bad rumors about me. Those rumors are very unacceptable, inappropriate, and nothing of it is true. The language used in those rumors was very dirty, low level and full of hate. That anonymous person seems extremely jealous of my life in order to spread such rumors. Come on! How deep must somebody fall to be jealous of me? I am just a schoolgirl, trying to do good in college, that's nothing special, no reason to be jealous! Except for a person who is out of her mind! I had never imagined that somebody could hate me like that. It seems ridiculous to me. I have an idea who could be that drama queen, but I just feel pity for her.
The rumors spread among my classmates, because the drama queen added my classmates to a facebook group. Just to clarify again: nothing of what that idiot claims is true. Most of my classmates are very smart, certainly smart enough to recognize that this is just bullshit talk from a hater. Why would they believe somebody who obviously uses a wrong name in facebook? After all, we get a good education in ACLC college, therefore we can distinguish between nonsense text written in facebook by a cowardly pathetic looser who is hiding her face, and the real me that you can meet face to face attending college every day. And if one of my classmates really believes that nonsense, oh well, that's then just stupid and she should know better. But I am lucky, most of my classmates are smarter than that.
Did all this affect me? Well, yes, I am weak, I find the entire situation embarrasing. I think everybody would feel like that. I do not think I deserve this. But at the end, I think I am okay but there must be something deeply wrong with that sick person who has nothing good in her life except spreading false rumors. This is sad for me, but much more sad for her. We should have pity with that poor drama queen!
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