The year goes by too fast

You realize that September is coming already and you haven't done any of the New Year's resolution that you promised last year to do in 2017. It will be just four months before this year ends. Surely for some of us, nothing will change. We will again make up the same plan we keep doing every year.

We will never accomplish anything in life if we are only good at planning things up, but not making it happen. Nothing good will really happen if we do it like that. Once we come up with some ideas we sure we'd do it one at a time.

There are people who are good at planning, and later became successful because they do the right thing. They just don't make plans, rather they think wisely on how they'd start each of their plan little by little. 2017 is about to be over, and here I am doing the same thing. It's like I've been doing things wrongly.

We Harvested Cotton Fruit

Today, I went to the farm with my cousin and brothers. We harvested Santol or Cotton Fruit right from the tree. When I was younger, I was a good tree climber, but today I failed to climb the Santol tree, because it was kind of slippery and there were no holes where I could put my foot in. I ended up sitting at the ground, while waiting for the fruits to fall down.

It was my brother who climbed up the tree. He is now a better climber than myself, so it wasn't difficult for him going to the top. He is used to climb trees very often. I was the one who picked all the fruits that my brother's taking from its branch. My cousin didn't do anything but eat the fruit. We harvested all in one tree. We came home with a huge bag full of Santol in it.  Santol or Cotton Fruit is a very common fruit here in the Philippines. I think everyone eats it. It is kind of sour, but it is very good to pour into salt. That's what I did today.

A well spent day

I spent my entire day roaming around the city of Tacloban. I was with my girlfriends, one of them has a boyfriend with a car. So, we didn't really have a problem going to places. My friend's boyfriend is a kind and nice guy, he even took us to eat buko somewhere nearby the MacArthur Leyte Landing Site. There was plenty of buko in that place. Each of the buko cost 20 Pesos, not bad for a price.

We also went to eat snacks at a place they called Magsaysay. Everybody goes there, the place is too windy. It was so good to stay in the car and listen to music. I'm grateful for what we all had yesterday. Thanks to my friend's boyfriend for giving us a lift yesterday. I didn't feel bored, because I got to do something rather than just staying at my place.

Flirting boys

It's funny how a 17 years old boy tried to flirt with me. He chatted to me on messenger, and I was only trying to be polite to him because I know he was my cousin's classmates in grade 12. The boy is of the same age as my youngest brother. One day he contacted me on messenger and he told me that he had seen me with my cousin Marnel a few times, and that I am pretty. LOL!

I said,  I was probably that dark and ugly lady you've seen before, but he kept insisting that I am pretty. Oh boy! Later on he asked me how old I am. I said I'm already 24. Maybe he though I am younger, but it was funny because he tried to lie about his real age to me. But I know the truth that he is just 17 years turning 18 in few months. He even told me that age doesn't matter. Oh well! I know he was already trying to flirt with me. I told him that I am not into younger boys. I said in fact I already have husband and two kids. LOL, I know I was lying too!  He didn't believe me at first, but I convinced him at the end. Such a flirt!

Busy Holiday

What a busy Monday for us here in Samar. Today is holiday, as usual no classes at school. I won't be back in the city until Wednesday morning. I am cleaning the front yard of our house with my cousin. We are almost done. I took a break just to write my thoughts about what I am doing this day.

From a really dirty and grassy front yard to a clean and organized yard. My auntie is at work, she doesn't know about what we are doing right now. She will be surprised when she comes back from work about the new improvement of her front yard. There is a lot to change, we also organized the flowers that my auntie planted few months ago. Later today the place will be nice to look at. It's really good to clean up everything today, because the weather isn't hot. It looks cloudy, and not sunny. Everyone is that scared to stay under the weather like this.

Just got home

We just got home from General McArthur. The pageant wasn't done when we left. It was just at the last part of the pageant: the picking of top contestants.

What can I say? All the contestants have answered the questions asked by the judges very well. They are indeed very smart and talented individuals. But it's only one winner to be called as Miss Gay 2017. Who would it be?

It is certainly tough for the judges to pick a winner, because all of them had excellent answers. They were all gorgeous, and sexy. No wonder why they are in the competition. My favorite was candidate number 1. But only the official judges choose the final winner. Congrats already to whoever won tonight!

Miss Gay 2017 at General MacArthur

The "Miss Gay 2017" Pageant competition is about to start. I am watching the pageant live with my cousins here at General McArthur. I came back home from Tacloban just so I can watch the pageant.

I'm excited to see all the contestants, for sure some of them are prettier than real females here around me. Some gays I knew look better than females. They are more prettier and intelligent. I can't wait to witness all the fun and joy the contestants would give us all watchers right now.

Miss Gay pageant is not just about looking sexy and be beautiful on the stage, but also it need guts and knowledge for a contestant to take home the crown against all other opponents.

Atomic Blonde

The first female movie I got to watch this year was the Ghost in the Shell and next is Atomic Blonde. I love watching females in action movies. I am a woman who admires badass women.

Charlize Theron is just great!  She can do both, pretty and badass, at the same time. The movie has its own style, a bit similar to the John Wick movie, due to the fact that both movies had the same director.

The movie's end is very entertaining, and the soundtrack is amazing. One more interesting part is the relationship between Charlize Theron's character and Sofia Boutella's character, who play lovers. That really did surprised me. LOL! I'm not used to see women making out. That was not bad at all, they are my idols. Sofia is a great dancer, and I've seen her in actions movies as well. She knows how to kick asses. This movie is all worth watching, but you should judge it yourself!

Dinner

Hello to you all! It's dinner time for me here. By the way, did you hear that melon becomes vegetable meal?  I thought melon is a fruit and you can extract its juice. But in the province, we also eat melon with rice like a vegetable. That's my dinner tonight. My auntie cooked it for us. Glad we have melon at our backyard. We can cook one whenever we want.

I can tell you all how to cook a melon: First you need to peel the raw melon. Once you're done peeling it, you have to slice it in small pieces. You will need coconut milk for the melon, and if you want to mix it with dried fish, it is also fine, because it makes the vegetable more tasty. I love most kinds of vegetables except salad. I can't eat salad. We didn't spend money on our meal tonight. I'm happy for that. Sometimes simple meal is much better than buying meat and chicken at a store.

Hong Kong and Thailand

Guess what? I'm so excited to travel this year. I can't wait for October to come. That's the month when I will travel to Hong Kong. It's going to be my first time to visit Hong Kong, then I will be able to visit Macau as well. I heard that Macau is not large, but plenty of casinos. I wonder how expensive it is to stay there for a night? Maybe it is as expensive as Singapore. I will definitely find out later when I am already in the country.

I'm just so happy and excited. I already prepared myself for the travel. I don't want to spoil a single day without doing anything fun. I make sure to take plenty of photos. I hope it's not cold in Hong Kong when I go there. I'm not so used to cold weather. I'd be glad if the weather is the same as Singapore. See you very soon Hong Kong, Macau and Thailand! I can't wait for that day to come.

Bird Flu

I'd like to eat chicken for dinner tonight but right now, chicken is not safe to eat. We have cases of bird flu in the village. My auntie's boss has a poultry, and according to her, at least 10 chickens died already because of bird flu. I think it's better if they stop selling the chicken meat. It might affect those who still buy chicken from their poultry.

Bird flu spreads quickly to the whole poultry. I know it's a big loss for the poultry business, but in business assume that there will always be ups and downs. You can't always rely on how good you manage your business. Bird flu can occur to chicken easily and you won't know about it, until some chicken are dying already. Beware with the disease, avoid eating chicken for now!

Have a good day!

Good morning everyone! Finally we have class today. It means I need to come to school this afternoon to attend the class. I will be stuck in the classroom for few hours before the class is done. Tomorrow is my free day again, it's until Saturday morning. In the afternoon I will have a class.

I already have a plan for today. Once I'm out from school, I'll go and see the movie "The Hitman's Bodyguard". I was waiting for it to come out in the cinema. This movie will be the only English movie in the cinema here at Robinsons Mall in Tacloban. All other movies are Tagalog movies which I'm not interested in watching. We'll see if I still have enough time to watch a movie later. Have a blessed day to all!

Choose your friends wisely

True friendship is not easy to build these days. So many two faced people are just pretending to be good friends when you're around, but then they talk bad behind your back. These people either are not happy with their life or they are bored and have nothing better to do than to invent some crappy stories instead of paying attention to their own lives.

When someone has not many friends, that person is considered to have an attitude, but I don't think that's right. Some people with many "friends" got treated badly by fake friends and now choose their friends more wisely. It is better to have few true friends than many. If you have too many friends, they cannot be your real friends because you cannot share your time with too many people. You should spend your time only with your best friends to be really happy.

Visiting Thailand soon

Pic of Thailand thanks to Diego Delso (CC license)

I have some travel plans for the semester break. I will travel to Thailand in end of October. I can't wait to see the beauty of Thailand. I love Thai food. I have tasted few Thai dishes already and I can't wait to try more of those spicy food.

Since I am visiting Thailand, I will have to learn Thai language, at least few important words such as Sawadee ka (which means the same like Kumusta ka). I heard that Thai people don't speak English as good as in the Philippines. Maybe people will think that I am Thai and try to talk in Thai to me. The same happened while I was in Indonesia, as I was mistaken as an Indonesian. But during my stay in Indonesia, I didn't really find it difficult because the people I bumped into knew how to speak English. Not sure about Thailand!

Good Morning

Good morning everyone! I'm right now traveling back to the city. I don't have school because it is holiday in the Philippines today. No classes in all schools, and all offices closed, even though some shops are open. I have plenty of time, because even tomorrow I don't have class. Wednesday afternoon I should go to school to check whether we will have classes or not. Let's see if my teacher comes on that day.

Once I arrived in the City, I will directly go to Robinsons mall. I want to check which movie is out in the cinema. After that I will head back to my boarding house and rest. I'm kind of tired, maybe because I didn't have enough sleep lastnight. Good luck to all, and have a blessed day!

Lastnight

Around 7pm I and my cousins decided to watch the Tonight Show at General McArthur City. We stayed there for almost two hours. It was already 9pm when we came back. We used my cousin's motorbike and ate Dolly did drive us. While we were on our way home, we saw a huge snake on the road. Neither of us did know what kind of snake it was, so we were too scared to drive back to check the snake. I'm not sure if the snake was sleeping or dead or alive. For sure, if the creature stays long on the street, it will soon be dead, because there are plenty of huge trucks passing by. They will roll over the snake.

Venomous snakes on the road at night can be dangerous for bikers. Always drive with headlights switched on, to see what's ahead of you. Some people are too careless and drive without light in the dark. I find it very risky and it's also against the law!

Saturday Outing

Today I got invited to an outing by my auntie's relatives from her mother's side. I am not a blood relative of them as I am related to her husband: he is my dad's first cousin. Anyway, the family came all the way to Hernani from Tacloban City just to visit Canhugas. They sent my auntie yesterday the budget for the outing so we could prepare for food before they arrived this morning.

I woke up early so that I could go with my auntie to the market. I helped her to carry the food. After buying all what's needed, we cooked it, then it didn't take long and the family arrived. They had their own service car, so ride wasn't the problem for all of us. We went all together to Canhugas. It was their first time there. They were surprised by the nature park, but some of the adults complained that the place did not look like on TV. Well, it often depends on the weather how it looks like. I didn't care what they said, for me it was only important that myself and my brothers and cousins had fun.

My birthday is coming

My birthday is next month. I'll be 24. Another year will be added to my age, but how sad that I never get even just an inch added to my height. LOL! I get older and older, but my height stays like for a 12 year old girl. I wish there was a medicine to make me a bit taller.

I think I'll have to accept that my height will no longer change. I think my face gets older though. I am not looking that young anymore even though I am short. Anyway I can't wait to celebrate my birthday. I'm grateful that God allowed me to reach my 24 birthday. I wish for many more years of birthdays.

I am too old for parties

My friends in Manila are always partying. Sometimes it makes me jealous that they get to go out and party. But I am happy being a student, and as student, I cannot party so much. The truth is that I no longer have interest in night life. I think I'm too old for that, besides it's only a waste of money. Alcohol at any disco bar in Manila is expensive. If you earn your own money, like myself, it is not good to waste money this way.

Now, if I like to drink, I'd rather buy a bottle of Red Horse which only costs me 45 pesos. Since I moved to the province, I became uninterested in the party lifestyle. When I was younger, I thought I couldn't live without going to the disco, but I was wrong, because I am no longer interested to it. I've survived for more than a year without visiting a disco. I don't think I'd be a party animal again, I'm too old for that!

My rice cooker is broken

I am usually a nice person. I am never bad or selfish with anyone around me. When someone needs my help, I try to help (except when it comes to money, since I am poor). So, when my friends wanted to borrow my rice cooker, I gave it to them, because I know how it feels not having one. They have not enough money to buy their own, because they have family to support, hence their salary goes to the family right after they get it. So I let them use mine while I'm not using it.

But now my rice cooker is broken and nobody takes responsibility for it. Neither of the three of them admitted their mistake to me. I was disappointed when I tried to cook rice but the rice cooker was no longer working. Nobody mentioned anything, they just returned it to me like nothing happened. This is sad. If I ever get a new rice cooker, I will keep it for myself.

Wednesday be like

What a rainy Wednesday for us here in Tacloban City! It's been raining since last night. But I think the rain will stop soon as the sky is brighter. I really hope so, because I don't want to go to school while raining. If I was living at a higher place, then I wouldn't have problem with rain. But I am living in a lower area and when the rain starts, the road in front of the house floods. I'm getting used to it as I been living here for more than a year now, but it is still not nice.

Sometimes when it's rainy day, I am too lazy to get up and get ready for school. I prefer to stat in bed longer when the weather is so bad. But later on that day, I still end up going to school. After writing my thoughts about the today's weather, I will get up and take a shower then get ready for school. I have four hours class today, unless our teacher always dismisses us early.

No school, not good

My family thought already that I stopped studying, because I have so much free time. That's not the case. Honestly I was supposed to have class today, but our accounting instructor is too lazy to come to school to teach us the lesson we needed for midterm. This happened very often in the past. Most time she does not come to school but rather informs us through email about assignments. It's really unfair for us students, because we are paying our tuition and end up not learning anything from that teacher.

How are we going to learn if our instructor would treat us like this until finals? Our teacher always has a major excuse, and the head of the school is well aware of it, but it is still not good. This school is all about money, not about fair education. Private schools and colleges are always like this.

Birthday Outing

Yesterday we had a family get together, although my mom and dad were not around. It was my youngest brother's birthday that we celebrated at Panay beach. I rented a cottage large enough to fit a big family. It costed me 250 PHP for the cottage. For me it wasn't so bad, as we had a comfortable place to stay during our outing.

I and my cousin prepared some food to bring to the beach. I cooked the rice while my cousin cooked the Pancit Bihon. The birthday celebrant helped out too. He grilled the four fishes I got from the market. I made chicken adobo.  My cousin gave us plenty of bread, as she's a baker.

At the beginning, the birthday wasn't fun because everybody was busy holding their phones. But when the other invited relatives arrived, we started to eat and talk. We stayed until 5pm on the beach!

Tattoo

No, I am not getting a tattoo! But unlike others, I am also not totally against tattoos. Some people think that tattoos are only for bad people. Just because a person has tattoos all over the body, it doesn't mean that a person is a criminal or a bad person. There are probably more people without tattoo that do aweful things.

You never know the reason for a tattoo. Maybe a person with tattoos all over the body has just so much love for art. Maybe the person became obsessed with tattoos, until it covers up most of that person's body. Maybe the tattoo is just an expression of a strong feeling, such as a deep love or a painful loss. A tattoo doesn't define you as a bad person.

The problem with us is that we are quick to judge other people from outside. We judge without knowing the truth first. We must never judge people we don't really know well.

Happy 18th Birthday to my brother

Good morning everyone! Today is my brother's birthday. He just turned 18. Time flies so fast. I remember when he was just a baby. Now he is grown up into an amazing person. I love him dearly. He is my partner in crime. Yes, I still call him baby brother sometimes, because he is. He is my youngest brother and he will always be.

I wish him nothing but the best in life. He is young and brave. I know he has the ability to create the life he wants. He is an ambitious young man, because he has so many plans in life. Great plans actually! If he keeps up with his dreams in life, he will be fine in the future.

Happy birthday, little brother, always know that big sister loves you so much. Please don't change, stay humble as you are.

Playing Candy Legend

I have this game on my phone called Candy Legend. I rarely play games on my phone, but today, I was bored in bed, so I started playing it. I like Candy Legend more than Candy Crush Saga. This game is really not boring, I can play so many levels.

I think this game is endless. Because my brother is playing it, too. He is now at level 458. That's great. The game doesn't need an internet connection at all. You can play it anywhere you like. It's your phone that would die, but the game won't end. I'm just at the beginning, although I'm already at level 46 now. I will play this game once I'm done writing blogs.

Cebu Pacific's Bad Service

I remember my first flight of my life was with Cebu Pacific. Since then, whenever I fly, I always book Cebu Pacific, since their ticket is always cheaper than the other airfares. The only problem with Cebu Pacific is that it is an unreliable airline. There are always delays or changes in flights, for instance suddenly your afternoon flight leaves already in the morning. That's not good for people on tight schedule. Cebu Pacific already got fined several million Peso by the governmenet for the flight delays.

Why I'm talking about this issue now? Because it just happened again: I had my ticket booked a week ago and yesterday I received a text from Cebu Pacific saying that my flight is changed. Instead of a relaxed daytime flight, I need now to be at the airport in the middle of the night. Next time I might not take a flight with this airline anymore, allthough the ticket is very affordable with Cebu Pacific.

At The Beach

If someone tries to look for me, tell them I'm here sitting at the beach. I just want to be alone at this hour so I came here to relax my mind. While looking at there tiny waves, how I wish I'd be swimming right now. It's already afternoon here though, not good for swimming as the water is cooler for sure. I prefer noontime swim with my godson. He loves the ocean very much. It's just me who doesn't!

Around 4pm is the best time to come to the beach. The sun is not so bright anymore. You can relax and calm your mind while sitting on this white sand. I never get disappointed coming here. This beach I am at right now is for everybody. The owner is not a relative even though he has the same surname as myself. In fact I don't know them at all. You won't see even one standing cottage here. So, if you plan to come here and swim, you better bring a towel or something so you could lay on it. The beach though is not as clean as it was before, so many seaweed everywhere. What people do for leisure here is to throw stones into the water or draw something on the sand.

RIP

A 23 years old military Intel died last night. He was shot in the head by an unidentified killer. As of now, the case is under investigation. It will will take a while before the investigation is done. Being a military Intel is a dangerous job. You are like a spy. I'm sure the guy knew the circumstances of his job before he even took the job.

Once you work as a military spy, your life is at risk. It is a very dangerous job. All you can do to be safe is to be very careful not to get caught while doing your task. He died at the age of 23. That's just too young. I hope justice will be served for him soon. He had a young wive, but he didn't have a child. It would be bad for a child to lose his father.

I hope the person he worked for take care of his burial since the family of this guy don't have money to take care of everything. Rest in peace, brother, I know God has a better plan for you up there.

The problems of others

I feel awkward whenever people tell me all their problems and act like they are carrying all problems in the world. They don't know that I myself have problems as well. I just don't feel like sharing it with anyone, because it's just too personal. But I never ignore when a friend of mine is telling me her problem. I know that it helps if somebody listens. I like it when I make someone feel good about themselves after confessing to me.

You can surpass any obstacles in life if you are a strong person. My advice for those dealing with problems is to avoid thinking too much about it. Some things are not as big as you think. Just be happy with whatever you got. Don't hinder yourself to become happy. Everybody in this world has some problems, the only difference is that some people drown from little problems while others can carry huge problems with a smile.

Another failed Hollywood marriage

Who would have thought that Chris Pratt's and Anna Faris' marriage would come to an end? I never expected this could happen. They looked good together on every occasion, they looked so happy and in love. It seems like there was nothing wrong with their relationship. I was shocked when I found out about their separation.

Chris Pratt is one of my Hollywood hottie crushes, but I know the fact that he was already taken and I'm happy about it somehow. I became an Anna Faris fan as well. I find his wife beautiful and funny. They're both comedians and I think that makes them compatible with each other. It's just sad for me to hear that they are no longer together. This issue is similar to Brad Pitt and Angelica Jolie. These couples are my favorite Hollywood celebrities and I wish them that they can get back with each other as good couple.

Watching Cartoons

No one is too old for cartoon TV shows. Right now, I am watching Sponge Bob with small childrens here at our house. My godson want to watch TV. He loves to watch any kind of cartoon shows. I wanted to watch the "It's Show Time" but I can't win against him. Once he is awake  neither of us can choose what to watch.

Other kids don't like to watch English cartoons but my godson is different, as he likes English cartoons. I believe it can help any children to learn better English at a young age. Nowadays, the English language is very important to learn. It is understood in most parts of the world even when it is not the native language there. My godson is 2 years old, he is running to 3 this November. He has a great future ahead of him, it's better if he can learn English at a very young age.

Illegal Logging

The major reason why landslide often happens in the provinces during rainy season is illegal logging. Luckily the place where my family lives isn't a high land. Landslides do not happen at my place. But my home town must deal with typhoons from time to time. We must always evacuate to a higher places for our safety due to the ocean's behavior. It is the one we fear the most because we are living nearby the ocean. To make sure we are safe we really have to leave our houses when the weather is bad.

Back to illegal logging: This has existed for so many years, and this is how others makes money. Therefore it is difficult to stop the illegal logging. But I suppose lives is the more important than money. I'm hoping for the President's action for this matter.

Chilling with Relatives

Good evening to those having their evening at this time, like me! I am watching an old movie right now with my brother and my auntie. It's too early for me to sleep and I don't think I'd be able to sleep soon, because I slept for few hours this afternoon. Everytime I do that it is always hard for me to fall asleep at night. I didn't want to sleep though, but I felt so tired and sleepy I fall asleep pretty easily today. I was actually out last night with my cousins we went to watch vesper night in barangay Ularon. We were there until 1pm.

Now I know I will be up late. I'll probably watch movies until I fall asleep. Even I can't hear the movie due to none stopping thunderstorm I will not mind it at all, as long as I have something to do while I cannot sleep. My brother and my auntie are not going to stay awake until midnight. They don't have sleeping problem. Soon they would be knocked out. LOL!

I hope everyone is enjoying the night. :)

Busy Day

Today is Monday! No wonder why everyone's busy! I can see all of these high school students and their teachers passing by. I guess no holiday for them on this day while I do have a free day until Wednesday morning. My cousin is already in school. Next year, she is graduating from high school. I'm happy for her. She will move to Manila once she's done with high school.

Our acquaintance party will start at 1pm today and I won't be around. There is a side of me who wants to attend the party, but laziness is attacking me right now and I have decided not to go. It is the acquaintance photos that matter to me the most rather than anything else in the party. Since I am not going, I will just forget about it. From last year, I know already how the acquaintance party works for all ACLC Students. My costudents in my course are also not going.

Maybe tomorrow I will go back to the city.

Have a good day

Good Morning to all! What are your plans for today? I have mine already! Since I don't have classes today, I will just go to the mall and look around and see whether I find something I would love to buy. Well, it is really nice to shop this time because everything is on sale at least for the rest of this month. If you are tight on money, like myself, having goods on sale is always good. As I am still studying, there's no way I would spend money on things easily. Even if I liked something, I don't just get it right away. But sometimes I love to spend money to random things.

Anyway that's my plan today. Maybe I will watch a movie, I'm not sure what is out in the cinema though. I hope there's at least a new movie today. Hopefully it is not boring. It's really a nice day, I better not spoil it.

Spider-Man Homecoming

I saw the Spider-Man Homecoming on its first day in the cinema. It's already a while ago and I just forgot to write about the movie, but here it comes now:

I am a Spider-Man fan and I love Marvel heroes. But I must say I did not like the Spider-Man Homecoming. It was a disappointment. Sure, the movie has some laughters and funny scenes. But the movie seemed to me very childish. It shouldn't be like that. The main actor, Tom Holland, is indeed really young. The best character in the movie is his aunt May played by Maria Tomei, as she is hot and stole the show.

There must be another Spider-Man movie coming up within the next two years. Tom Holland for sure will aged a year by then. I hope he will look a bit mature by then. I'm not saying I would not watch the part 2 of the movie. It's just that I am hoping for more actions, and maturity in the movie. We will see by then.

Home

It feels good to be back home. I wasn't able to come home for almost two weeks. Finally I'm back and I'll be staying here for four days in Eastern Samar. I'm not in a hurry to go back to the City as I don't have school until Wednesday morning. I'm glad that I can relax a bit from the school stress.

There is the school acquaintance party on Monday, but I made up my mind already and I will not be going to the party. It won't affect my grades if I don't attend since this party is optional. The reason why I'm not going to the party is because my close friends in the class aren't going anyway. I'd rather stay home than be around other people that I'm not so close with. That's why I have some time with my family here in Samar. I do not need to go back to the City tomorrow or on Monday.

Biker lady

That feeling I can't explain when I am driving a motorbike. I am proud to say that I am one of those women who knows how to drive a two wheels ride. Until last year, I didn't even know how to balance a bicycle. I was scared of it, I never wanted to try it. Then I got a simple bicycle, not a motorbike, just a regular one where you have to use your legs to move it. That motivated me to learn balancing on a bicycle. At first I was really tensed, I am someone who's always scared of wounds. While learning, my mind thoughts was all about wounds if ever I fall from the bicycle.

After a while of learning I did overcome my fears. I got used to balancing the bicycle. Months went by, and I noticed that I am so ready to drive a motorbike. Perfect timing because my brother had his motorbike and he let me practice on his bike. Then, after few months of practicing, I was able to drive by myself. Now I am one of those people who's able to drive a motorbike without help of somebody. I am proud of myself for that. I overcome my fears, and so I learned!

Thoughts

How can you know whether you're capable to do one thing if you're scared to try it? There's no room for negativity in this world! So, if you want to do something or to prove something to people then just do it. Don't be scared to fail! We always have to face failure in order to do better the next time we try. Only if you never improve after failure, then that is sad. Learn from mistakes! Wise desicion lead to better things.

I believe that every mistake we do, we learn from it and become wiser. Living these days is tougher for some than for others. We do have many good ideas on how to overcome poverty. We should follow our mind for happiness. Do what your heart desired, and never let negative opinions from other people get to you.