Headache

I just got home from school. I thought I won't be able to make it to school today. Due to my condition last night, I felt so sick last night, I was shaking and couldn't go to sleep, my body was aching. I did not know what's really the reason. I tried to put myself to sleep, but I realized that it is not going to work. I decided to take advil and put socks on my feet. That helped, and I fell asleep. By morning I felt fine. No more headache.

I got myself ready for school. As we had a very important activity for today. I'm so much thankful I made it to school. My grades in PE class (physical education) for sure will be fine. But now I'm back to being sick, but I'm not worried as I do not have classes tomorrow. All I can do now is to take medicine for fever and then sleep.

Stomach problems

The past few months I did eat less food. First I wasn't worried about why I was losing my appetite but now it bothers me. Because I am realizing the difference of my body now and then. My stomach was always hurting and whenever I ate food I felt like vomiting. Sometimes I threw up after I ate and I feel so weak whenever I do something now. It's hard to guess what's wrong with my body. I am not so sure what's really happening to me.

I know what you think! No, I am not pregnant. If, then I would probably gain weight, not losing weight. I am definitely not pregnant, as I have no boyfriend or husband so there's no way to get pregnant. I am losing weight without really knowing any reason. I feel so skinny now. I just hope this isn't a serious matter. I don't want to get sick, I just want a happy and healthy life. Just like what everyone of us wants. Maybe it is just the stress in school.

Money, money, money ...

Picture thanks to Cyruss Matencio (CC license)

It's so annoying when someone you barely even know asks you for money. We can't let just anybody borrow money from us so quickly. I'm nice to those who are nice to me, and I trust those who trust me. But to borrow money from me is a different story. I am not rich! I barely survive with this blog job to pay my college. Why does somebody try to borrow money from me who knows me barely since just one week and who does not know anything about me?

I'm sure none of us would lend money in this situation.

The situation is this: I have classmate. Since June, we met eachother in classroom since we have a few subjects together. She is trying to borrow money from me. She has been to my place one time already, to work on our plant project together. She knows where I live while I don't know where she lives or anything else about her. Been a week, I haven't seen her around school anymore. Yesterday she texted me asking money from me because she said her money got stolen. So I replied to her saying I can't lend any money, since I have no money at all, which is the truth. I also don't know her well enough and I don't know whether she stopped school or whether I ever see her again. So, that's what happened yesterday. It's crazy, people who barely know me seem to think I am rich because I can pay my college, but no, I am not rich and it is very hard for me to pay my college.

School quizzes

Today was a very busy day for me. My last subject ended at 6pm. I had four subject today and two quizzes so far. We had a computer fundamentals quiz and then NSTP quiz. Both quizzes had 50 points, but for computer fundamentals, I only got the score of 12 which is nothing. But since it was the first quiz for us BOAS students, our professor considered it as passed, even at 12 points. Anyway the highest score anybody reached was 24 which isn't officially passed either but closed enough. The official passing score is 27. We all failed our first quiz. Well, it doesn't matter for now because we have a nice professor. He gave us fair points for the quiz for today. At least for now! Next time will be more strict, he says. Well, thank you, sir!

For the NSTP quiz, it was also maximally 50 points. Hopefully we answered the questions well, I am sure I will pass the NSTP quiz today. We won't know the result until next meeting. Today happened to be the first day of NSTP lectures and the quiz right afterwards. The NSTP quiz wasn't really that difficult. We answered it immediately, very easy. I think it was easy because it was the first quiz ever. So that's what happened today at school.

End of Ramadan

According to President Rodrigo Duterte, today is a holiday. He has Muslim blood in his veins so I guess to show his love for his Muslim brothers, he implemented Ramadan here in the Philippines.
I can see little by little how he's trying to solved the country's problems.

He started replacing those who he thinks are not good for the Philippines politics. Those who he think are corrupt are now gone. They are being kicked out from the Malacanang Palace. I bet they would be very mad to the president for removing them from their place. Well' I don't have complaints to the president, in fact I even Salute him for what he did to those corrupted Politicians. I am looking forward to what would President Rodrigo Duterte do next.

Disappointments

You can never tell when those people around you will abandon you. Never assume anything from anybody. Never trust any words that comes out their mouths. Because sometimes they say things that they never really mean. People like that are only good at the beginning. They will get tired and will leave you hanging at the end.

Don't we hate it when we think our life is a mess, and then out of nowhere someone will come along and will give us hope, but then suddenly disappears? People will tell us what is best for ourselves, and sometimes we need that and like that because it is comforting. But keep in mind. Don't trust them right away!

Some of you have no idea how hurtful, disappointing, and depressing it is to be in that situation. One more thing we hated is when we are already enjoying, and loving what we do, is when you would try to ruin everything. We always sense it when certain things is changing little by little. Just never suggest anything good to anyone if you're the one to ruin it at the end.

Be who you are

Nowadays fame and materialistic prosperity are becoming more important than most other things. Some people even pretend that they are rich by showing off expensive gadgets. But in real life, they are just like us average people, having multiple jobs in order to pay for nice materialistic toys, so that later they have something to brag to the people around. While there is nothing wrong with having multiple job, it does not seem right to pretend that you are noble and rich or in any way better than others, so that people admire you. Be true to yourself, so that people around you will love you and wont leave you when you're down.

Once we decided how we behave, we are responsible for the outcomes. Truth may hurt, but it's better than making up stories, and lie to people. Don't be afraid to shows the real you, because only then you can find real friends, not fake admirers. True souls find true friends. Don't be someone else you don't fit in. Study hard, work hard and you'll get to where you want to be in the future and can even get everything you wanted in life! Just stay humble!