Stopping the blog

The new semester has started and I need to do an OJT (on job training). This is the final semester of my college studies. You might have noticed that I did not post any new entry for quite some time. The reason is that this semester is really important and I need to concentrate on my studies. I want to graduate in spring 2018. I was very busy. Therefore, I will stop blogging here for a while. This will be my last entry for now.

Wow, I have written more than 650 blog posts in the past 2 1/2 years. When I started with this, I did not think I could achieve so much. My first entries were simple and silly and full of English errors. Writing this blog has contributed a lot to improve my English. It also helped me to finance my studies. I am thankful for this opportunity and I am thankful to all my readers.

So, for now, I stop blogging, at least until I am graduated. Wish me luck! Thanks everyone!

Unhappy

I know I have a bad side. I won’t say that I don’t have a good side. I have done good things too. My only mistake was sometimes that I treated unworthy people good. My bad side is that I am unable to value people who are good to me and who treat me well. I always do the opposite, that’s why karma never leaves me. Those who always treated me well don't stay with me, while those who I treat well often disappoint me with their behavior.

I can’t stand myself sometimes. It’s hard to be me! I am full of weirdness in me. Bad experiences affect me more than the good experiences. I always keep memories of the bad for a long time. That’s why I’m unhappy. I have twisted emotions. I can be in a good mood, but suddenly the memories come back and I am weird, mad and sad. Then I don’t know what’s the right thing to do anymore.

Too Much Using Facebook

Too much social media is not a good thing to do, especially when you are still studying. I think that’s why my last semester was hard for me, because I spent too much of my time on Facebook, rather than studying or reviewing my notes for the next school day.

Facebooking is not bad if you know when to stop and use Facebook. In my case, I was addicted to Facebook but this must stop. I must focus on my studies so that I won’t have a problem finishing my studies. I will be graduating next year, and I need to be even more serious.

It is okay to use Facebook once in a while, but never forget to limit yourself. Some things are just more important than Facebook.

Sick During Vacation

I remember the first day of my vacation: I was feeling a bit sick, and it got worse every day. I caught a cold with coughing and fever. It was so uncomfortable to travel while being sick, especially when you’re on an airplane. They blow too much cold air into the airplane, hence, the fever made me freeze. Being on the airplane for three hours was a torture to me. I cannot imagine how it would be travelling even longer, like when you go to Europe or USA. Anyway, I survived the three hours, and after a week I got better.

Now I know how hard it is to travel while being really sick. Make sure you always have medicine with you! But if you have a weak immune system, it takes more time to recover. Some people are lucky to have strong immune system. When they get sick, they take the right medicine just once and are already good on the next day. Instead. I needed one week to recover.

Enrolled for next semester

I thought I wouldn’t be able to continue my studies, but guess what? Guys, I just enrolled for another semester. This is my last semester to finish. I am really happy that I can still go to school. I will do everything to pass all of my subjects, so that I graduate next year.

If I would fail, I would disappoint myself and all the people who believe in me. I will not let that happen. My previous attempts to study always failed for financial reasons. This is my last chance to prove myself and to other people that I can finish it. Without a college diploma, you nowadays cannot find a good job. I don’t see myself working in a sari-sari store here in the Philippines. I want a good job. I think already about working abroad. That appears to be the best for me.

Thoughts about countries

From Hong Kong to Macao to Thailand and now back in the Philippines. I travelled for two weeks, and that was a long vacation for me. I feel honoured and forever be grateful for reaching five countries in two years. I do not ask for more. For me, it was the best thing that ever happened to me. It may stop for a while, but I won’t say that I will not travel again. Once I get a better job, I will save money to travel again. I think my experience is good enough to be independent abroad. Maybe working abroad is one good thing for me to do.

Finals

I took the final examination in accounting yesterday. As expected, all questions were really difficult but I've manged to answer most of the questions on the test paper. Nothing is easy when it comes to finals.

I won't know my scores until after vacations. I will find out about it when I get back from my my trip. Right now, I feel relieved that I only have to think of the management finals that I will be taking this Saturday. After that I'm done with final examinations. Good thing that I am able to take a break and enjoy my vacation. But before that I have to deal with my management subject first, which is making me nervous already just by thinking about it.